im beginning to believe that hardwork and perseverance alone won't realize ur dreams, i think what i need is a litte stroke of luck of which i don't have :-(

 but i dont know why im still holding on!?! Maybe becoz i already mastered d' art of waiting or unsubconciously believe that patience is a virtue.

oftentimes i am already tired of wearing my fake smile to show that im ok. 

But i do have genuine smiles when i think of batchang :-). A miniature of me. Hope she grew up better than me, smart like oders n' has a stronger personality  who wouldnt just wear a fake smile but fight for what she believes n' like.

thoughts from d bus